Drown Us

I can't breathe!
I'm being smothered and choked.
No air, no air.

I can't move!
I'm so restricted and confined!
No space, no space.

I can't shake you off!
You're sticking to me and holding on too tightly.
No freedom, no freedom.

I can't leave.
I'd kill you, I'd hurt you.
Such guilt, such guilt.

I've committed.
I've said yes, I've promised.
Can't break. can't break.

I want to leave.
I don't know if I should.
What if? What if?

I'm feeling sick.
This is just all too much.
Too fast, too fast.

What have I done?
I'm going to fuck this all up.
I'm going drown us.